I spoke too soon. A couple days later, I received an email that I got accepted to model for a designer XD

… that means I cant eat all the junk food I want and drink as much as I like, for the following week Ill be driving/flying to D.C. for ANIME USA, depending on what I decide to wear for the convention of course.

Also, another dilemma. When Im looking at clothes online, the shops often have a sale and discount the stock up to 50 or 60percent off after several months. Lower prices if you wait, but at a cost of your desired item selling out…

it is kinda frustrating when I do see something I bought like a week ago, go on sale later haha, but you live and you learn.


New Release: Alice and the Pirates  - Frederick Coat - P10CO335

Reservation Time: September 12, 2014 17:00 Japan Time

Color(s): Black x Black, Black x Red (Lining)

Price: 48,600 Yen

I just saw this the other day, but not sure about the pricing. Cappy Schwartz was cheaper and had more detail, even the Thaddeus vest that they restocked is cheaper so not really sold on this coat yet…

…unless I find a badass tricorn. Then I’ll probably get it. I got a week to decide before they open up reservations this weekend.

been awfully quiet lately. Well, I’ve been busy with a lot of things.

I just got back from a driving lesson that involves manual transmission cars. After stalling plenty of times and about a good hour of practice, it’s safe to say that I can drive manuals now, although not perfectly. Taking this class has further lead me to think more about my situation whenever I’m driving for I would occasionally think, “If this car was a manual, what would I be doing here?” Also, driving a manual is some work so it led to my further appreciation in automatics. 10, 15 years from now, when they might have self-driving cars or better technology for automatic transmissions, manuals might be considered a luxury item or a rare feature…


In convention related news, I get to relax a little bit on my diet now that model acceptance notifications finally got released for AWA. I didn’t have high hopes since it was mostly BSSB, but figured why not. Even though it kinda feels bad that I didn’t get accepted, it’s a good thing that I get to experience this type of result. It makes me prepare for other failures and at the same time, makes me want to prep myself even better. I personally try to approach things in a very mathematical manner and if you want certain results to happen, you have to increase your chances. Jobs, love life, or gambling, it’s all about the numbers game, I say.

"Well, it sucks now, but I’ll better myself for next time."


November, I’ll definitely be going to Nekocon for I already purchased my badge. Probably gonna go there as my relax-con, meaning no picture taking, but we shall see. I’m thinking ouji outfits, especially the thicker and longer stuff. Maybe my Vocaloid cosplay.

October, not sure if I’ll be going to a convention. None of them seems to appeal to me besides Anime USA, but I’m trying to work out a schedule for it and I don’t think it’s going to happen. Banzaicon in SC, maybe, but I think I’ll need to know the schedule before I go.

is it difficult to be in an interracial relationship?

Not really. It is just like any other relationship….

…except with a whole lot of Chinese food, milkshakes, and pizza. The sweets arent bad too :D

Disrupting my diet plans DX

Disrupting my diet plans DX

I try not to talk with people that dont have the same interests as I do because it saves me the headache of realizing they cannot understand me.

Does anyone else feels the same way?

So it begins the season. Hell to the yeah for all things pumpkin.
I basically got like 4, 5 weeks to lose 10 pounds since I bought so much cookies/ chips / candy / liquor / soda to splurge over AWA weekend. Like $100 dollars worth of good shit.

So it begins the season. Hell to the yeah for all things pumpkin.

I basically got like 4, 5 weeks to lose 10 pounds since I bought so much cookies/ chips / candy / liquor / soda to splurge over AWA weekend. Like $100 dollars worth of good shit.

8 out of 10. Akaicon to me, was pretty good and made up for the craziness MTAC had. Usually small conventions like these are a gamble for me since there’s the possibility of being bored, but on the other hand, the chances of making friends and relaxing remain ever high.

Last time, I mentioned that I got in the fashion show and was pretty much looking forward only to that event, but little did I know I’d have so much fun!


Friday was pretty crazy. I was held back a work a little bit due to meeting some tight deadlines and as soon as I was finished I bolted straight to my car and left. I really wanted to buy a ticket for Saturday so I wouldn’t need to show up late and wait in lines so I sped through the entire way. The hills and mountains of TN is always a pleasure to see and drive through especially on the drive from Atlanta to Nashville. With my best efforts I was able to arrive there with several minutes to spare, but realized that they only accepted cash since the credit card processing was down. Luckily, a friend of mine helped me and I was on my way to sleep in since practice was at 9:00am.


Saturday, the day of the fashion show. I woke up extra early and got some delicious pancakes at a local restaurant nearby. A simple meal really, such as egg whites and pancakes but the pancakes were like a cloud full of heaven as I ate piece by piece. I could see why the restaurant had people waiting in line at 6:00am!

Practice went well. The actually show on the other hand, went a little bad since I kinda tensed up and messed up my smile. I think my mouth was shaking harder than shake-weight so I had a goofy smirk haha. I’d like to thank the participants, the audience, and the hosts who made it all possible since fashion for me, it’s more than just clothes. It’s my life. I don’t talk a lot so I rely on my clothes to do the talking. It’s much more than looking good for it acts as a strength to my weaknesses. I really hope to participate in more shows so I can help others in a way.


Okay, now for the actual con talk. I think this convention has the potential to grow grow bigger, and at the same time keep the level of fun that was present. It offered a variety of panels to keep the anime fan, gamers, cosplayers, and fashion oriented people entertained. Would I be there next year? Hell yes. Honestly, I think it offered much more fun than MTAC did this year without all of the hassles and disappointments. I met with old convention friends, made some new friends, and just had fun.

Was it worth driving 4hrs to this convention? Yeah. Flying towards this convention though, not really sure since you’d be either meeting friends, a hardcore convention goer, or loaded with cash and free-time.

Just curious? Would you ever consider dating a guy? If you makes you feel more comfortable, i would. I'm a little "curious" even though i've never been with anyone

Probably not unless it was one of those MtF and we were already dating. I’m a little like Taro from the anime Okami-san and her Seven Companions. Men usually don’t interest me (platonic or romantic) unless they like a lot of things that I like.

I give it about 6 more months to a year until I can use my real hair for VK.

Jacket: NiNE
Vest: Sixh.
Necklace: h.NAOTO
Pants: Sixh.
Shoes: Levi’s

My Akaicon review will be sometime this week or next, after I come back from a lolita meet 

I’m still alive. Akaicon came. Akaicon delivered. Tennessee was a whole lots of fun, I can’t wait till AWA rolls around. More to come later.

Well, got some good news. I got accepted to be a model at Akaicon’s Cosplay/Fashion show, so most likely going to bust out the ouji in full Putumayo. Already it’s been almost a year since I got into J-fashion and the space in my closet is getting smaller by the minute!

Probably going to switch to punk/VK wear in the evening. Sunday’s outfit is probably going to be more ouji or if I’m feeling lazy, a punk outfit.

In other news, my twin bro is coming back from Korea around late Nov. or early December. I’ma see if I can dress him up in ouji too, but not sure if I can because he’s a bit taller and slimmer than I am.

The Last Farewell by Big Bang
Back in the day in K-land. Pump it Up is diferent from DDR since the diagonal arrows and the middle button allows for more natural movements.

Punk coord for a fruits meetup in Atlanta. I haven’t been wearing boystyle since it’s been too hot lately. Well, I just found out that one of my jackets I couldn’t coord with has DETACHABLE sleeves. I think I did okay with my coord, and I shall be feasting on various fruits instead of wearing them :D


Jacket: Algonquins

Necklace: Putumayo

Pants: F+F

Socks: Metamorphose temps de Fille

Shoes: Levi’s